There's a wave that's crashing over me...

A friend came over on the 2nd, needing a warm hug and a listening ear. She called from work and asked if I had time. What an honor.

During our discussion, she brought up the song "Whatever You're Doing" by Sanctus Real and explained how it had ministered to her. We downloaded it on Itunes right then and there, and listened to it together.

It sort of turned me upside down.

It depicts the human condition...needing to come clean before God. And it depicts hope...when God asks me to make changes, I trust that He is up to something heavenly.

But the line that I most relate to is the line in my title. In the last few days, a wave of God is truly crashing over me...and all I can do is surrender.

It's time for healing
time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long

Time to make right
what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong

There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

(Chorus)

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills

So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything
I surrender...To...(Chorus)

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe

You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life
something Heavenly

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see

This is something bigger than me
Larger than life
something Heavenly Something Heavenly

It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out